Monday, July 16, 2007

scribbled by anna katrina
11:05 PM | 0 comments

PLEASE ANSWER!!!

Hi... i need to know what you think of me...

So if you're my friend, please answer this!!!

THANK YOU!

http://kevan.org/johari?name=annabanz

Sunday, July 15, 2007

scribbled by anna katrina
9:30 PM | 0 comments

the breakdown... BOW

Whoa.

Last friday, after a debate about breastmilk (hehe), I finally broke down. In the middle of my speech, there were some debaters who I felt were too 'mean' and 'intrusive' - they were reacting badly to the speech I worked hard on, and they were also being very vocal about it. Normally, I really wouldn't mind. After all, who else knows debate theatrics better than me? It was just that at that moment, there were so many things running through my head. I was having an off-week, I recently caved in to my vices again (which I swore I wouldn't do anymore), and I was suffering a 'love' problem, the latter being the culprit of the first two.

I talked to RJ about my problem and he suggested that I take the week off. I needed space and time daw to just mull things over, and start putting things back into place. Gosh - I didn't even know how messed up I was until that very conversation. It seemed like in everything I do, I'm being held back by this effin 'problem'. I told him I'd think about it.

The next morning, I woke up SO SICK. I had sipon and ubo, my head was spinning, and my throat was so sore. I didn't know why. I guess the 'breakdown' wasn't just mental and emotional, it was also physical. It was like my body was just responding to how I felt. Hahay. Could my life get any worse?

I'm still sick. Probably sicker than I was last saturday. And I'm not sure I'm getting the 'rest' RJ wanted me to have.

I know, I know, I'm pushing myself too far. But what can I do? I'm hard-headed.

I deserve all of this.

Fuck love.
About Me



Name: Anna Katrina Espino
Nickname: Anna, Teebak, Hanna
Alias: the original Queen B*tch and the ultimate coffee addict
Age: 20
School: Silliman University

Indulges in:
*too much debating
*junk food
*books
*sensible conversations
*coffee!
*uninterrupted sleep

Detests:
*waking up early
*airheads and dumb-dumbs
*being broke
*disrepectful people
*losing

Hopes to be:
*the best damn debater in the world!
*a kick-ass lawyer
*an author of a New York bestseller (haha!)
*an independent woman (chorva)
*the owner of a Lexus IS 220



I am the biggest procrastinator alive. I'm generally a nice person but I can be a real mean bitch when provoked. I am a coffee addict. My passion is debate. I can sleep for more than twenty-four hours, but I can also last three whole days without a wink of sleep. People say I'm an extrovert, but really, I feel otherwise. I'm just too talkative -- that's all (probably because of debating too much). I love my God. I seem happy and cheerful most of the time... just don't dare ruin my day. I hate going to classes I know I can learn better about by just reading a book (in short, I hate defective teachers). I am a frustrated writer. I like intellectual conversations over coffee, and non-sensical ones over booze. I recently discovered the wonders of tea. I love music. I sing too. Once in a while, I try composing songs, but I usually end up with unfinished stanzas. I'm a real fastfood junkie and a huge couch potato. I can watch romantic comedies ALL DAY. By the way, I am Tracy McGrady's biggest fan. I'm all for the rainbow, if you know what I mean. I hate people who don't know when to stop and I DESPISE airheads. Some know-it-all's think they got me all figured out, but really, they have NO IDEA.






Links
Bloggers!

you can find me on:

  • yahoo360
  • facebook
  • friendster
  • multiply
  • livejournal
  • tagged

    people i know

  • lametations of terrible beauty
  • of beer and pen
  • tales of the loquacious lady
  • clash of the bull and the frog
  • la Jota a la Claudia
  • pure me
  • bittersweet
  • inconvenient reality
  • constipated psyche
  • angel spring's haven
  • au naturel
  • just got lost
  • save me from this world
  • be present, be here
  • i write sins, not tragedies
  • desensitized
  • ang pagdadalaga ni bob young
  • who wants to fuck me?!
  • squisii sushii
  • potpourri
  • tig-sulat pod baya ko...
  • the vegan prince
  • wild toga party for g[r]eeks
  • fin lust
  • while staring at you
  • exit to exist
  • colored rockets

    Silliman Debate Society

  • point of information
  • the venting machine
  • markie-mark
  • kristi's second
  • bulaw daw
  • the istaki doll code
  • 9th wanderer
  • wandering step
  • moisture is the essence of wetness
  • sugar rush
  • endless bliss
  • claudiopoi
  • seafoamjazz
  • songs of my heart

    debate community

  • debate asia
  • the last vehicle
  • bad rabbit
  • free all angels
  • tickle me pink
  • bad boy of senti
  • coffee is me
  • food for thought
  • Rosseau
  • paranoid pluto
  • a woman without equal
  • bok's den
  • alzhoeir hajim
  • the adventures of zed
  • peppermint streak
  • viewing the world
  • for the times a-changin'
  • brackets
  • here goes whatever
  • ang munting bukayo

    mga char

  • writing on air
  • spy in the sandwich
  • ala-ism
  • notes from the peanut gallery
  • pebbles and sex

    Forums

  • Visayas Debate Union
  • Mindanao Parliamentary Debate Union

    The freak recommends:

  • world debate website
  • debate and issue 101
  • Philippine short stories
  • RENT the Musical
  • Sham Sports - real funny stuff
  • Tracy McGrady
  • That 70's Show
  • Horny Manatee
  • youtube
  • blogthings
  • blogskins
  • ultimate guitar
  • The Guardian
  • BBC website


    my beloved peeps. haha.






















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